My greatest fear is losing my way in my path of success.
Thinking back to the beginning year of my freshman year, college seemed so far from us. Yet, here I am as a senior about to apply to college. I still haven't felt any different from last year, but a lot has changed around me. Emotions, questions, deadlines, stress, built up thoughts, or worries seem to all spill out as senior year rolls around. My senior friends last year who went through the process before me struggled with balancing time between school work and preparing for their future. With so much on our hands, it seems impossible to meet up to expectations of parents and peers. Time is endless, but it seems so short; so much of our adolescence was spent into school. I believe it’s really hard for us as students to meet up to expectations when we are simply not prepared enough. Being a senior has pushed so much standards to keep up to, such as being an example, being mature, responsible, smart, "growing up" in general. It’s scary enough to think about having to fend for ourselves in the field of competitive jobs and "real world". Its ironic to say after high school is the real world, thats like saying we've been living in a lie this whole time. A few concerns I have are about going into college and after you graduate college. “ Do you think high school has prepared you for college as of right now?” Also, “What are your thoughts on meeting up to standards and expectations of others? (Such as your parents)” "What do you guys suggest in keeping motivation throughout college and further in life?”